also regarding my therapist, i soon become really eager to discontinue my sessions.
as i've already stated, i'm lying to her (which can't be good), but i also just feel
like i've become a boring client. (i think they refer to their paying customers
as 'clients'. i can't remember. i am sure, privately, they refer to them as 'big
babies' but in front of them i think it's simply 'clients'.) as if i've been
going through the same stories over and over again, like a marriage gone terribly
stale and wrong. i am now afraid my therapist is starting to resent me for it and wishes
she could work with some new clients and their new problems.